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“The Assumer of the Day: A Story of Overthinking and Feelings”

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5:30 PM — Did you know that I went to Bacolod City to practice dancing? But then, one of my teammates messaged me saying, “Can I just return the KK shirt I borrowed tomorrow?” I said yes, but since I replied late, I also said “slr” (sorry, late reply). Their message was long, and they even called me, but my reply was short. That’s why, when I saw their chat, I thought they were mad — even though their message sounded calm and chill. Maybe I was just being an assumer again because when I asked if they were angry, they said no. I agreed just to avoid any arguments. That’s how I realized I really tend to assume things. Then, Kean also updated me that he could only stay until 9 PM, which made me think again — why did he come to me when he could have gone to my other teammate instead? I hate myself for being so assuming, because I always put meaning into small things that happen. Maybe it’s just because I like that person, that’s why I keep overthinking. But I’ll try to change t...
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unmotivated

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I’m starting to lose motivation in dancing because I’ve done everything I can, yet it still doesn’t seem effective for everyone. I keep wondering why—why does it still feel like I’m lacking something? Maybe this isn’t really for me. Maybe I should take a break for a while to find what’s truly right for me. Perhaps my heart is searching for something new, something that will help me grow. I just can’t understand why I’m not being consistent with what I do, and why I can’t seem to get the texture or “feel” that my seniors talk about. I give all my strength, effort, and patience just to keep up with the best dancers. But lately, I’ve been losing motivation because all the feedback or so-called “critiques” I receive are always negative—even from the time I first joined the team. I know those comments are meant to help me improve, but still, it hurts, and I can feel my motivation slowly fading. Deep down, I know there’s a reason why I’m in this kind of situation. Maybe I just ...
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I love him, but we can’t be together.

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Nagsimula ito noong nakaraang taon nang nag-compete kami sa Maynila bilang HHI (Hiphop International). Itatago na lang natin siya sa pangalang Chichan. Alam mo ba kung bakit mahal ko siya pero hindi pwede? Dahil sa mga rason na hindi magiging kami talaga sa huli. Unang araw ng pagkikita o nasaksihan ko kung gaano siya kabuti sa iba at sa kanyang mga pamilya, kaibigan, at kasintahan. Ngunit dahil sa ganyang asal, unti-unti akong nahuhulog sa kanya, na para bang kapag nakikita ko siya ay hindi ko mapigilan ngumiti at sabihin ng mahina ang katagang "Buo na ang araw ko dahil nakita ko siya". Minsan, napapanaginipan ko siya na hindi naman sinasadya. Hindi ko naman siya iniisip, pero siya na ang nagkukusang nag-vi-visit sa aking memory dreams. Ang mga nangyayari sa dream ko ay mga masasayang alaala na parang totoo nang nangyayari sa buhay ko na kasama siya, at hindi ko namamalayan na mayroon nang affair sa aming dalawa. Ngunit sinusubukan kong ibahin ang mga nangyayari ...
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Tiring day

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Hi, my Shiny friends! I’m back again to share what happened yesterday. You know what? I slept during my 4-hour vacant period because I was still tired from the day before. When I woke up, I grabbed my phone and watched a K-drama since our teacher hadn’t arrived yet. In the afternoon, we didn’t have class again because our teacher left, so I decided to sleep once more to regain some energy for tomorrow. Later that night, I went to our neighbor’s wake and watched some people playing cards. When I checked the time, it was already 1 a.m., so I went home and slept. I woke up at 6 in the morning — see, I didn’t get enough sleep! I was so tired, haha. But it’s my fault anyway. That’s all for now, my Shiny friends. See you again tomorrow. Bye!
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What Happened in My Day

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What Happened in My Day Hi, my shiny friends! I’m back again, and today we attended the “Rekta sa Kalye Masskareppin” event, where our team joined the competition and got Rank 1 in the semifinals! Next week will be the finals, and I’m so happy because I was there watching my idols — who are also part of my Krispy Kream family . You know what, I felt a little kilig because my crush sat beside me, smiled, and I accidentally leaned on his shoulder. Deep inside, I couldn’t breathe from excitement, hahaha! But it was okay — I congratulated him with a smile, and he smiled back. After that, we went to Talisay Public Plaza to practice again for the finals. Actually, we’ll be joining them too since we’re also part of their team. Next month, we’ll compete at WSB in Ayala Mall , so we practiced with them and even tried to make a TikTok. Unfortunately, we ran out of time, so we couldn’t record a video — maybe next time! Instead, we just memorized and changed some of the choreogr...
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💃 Dancing Through My Day: My Life as a Dancer

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💃 Dancing Through My Day: My Life as a Dancer Hi mga ka-Shiny! ✨ Today I want to share a glimpse of my life as a dancer. Dancing has always been my way to express my emotions and connect with people who share the same passion. Every beat of the music makes my heart race, and every move tells a story that words sometimes can’t. This morning, we had our dance practice for an upcoming school performance. It was tiring, but super fun! We started with warm-ups, then worked on perfecting our choreography. Everyone gave their best — may mga bloopers din, but we just laughed it off. Our team really feels like one big family. What I love most about dancing is how it teaches discipline, teamwork, and confidence. Sometimes we make mistakes, but that’s part of growing. Each step, spin, and pose reminds me that improvement takes time and effort. After practice, we took some photos and talked about our costumes. I can already imagine the spotlight, the cheers, and the energy on stage. I...
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Memorizing the Dance Choreo

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Hi, my fellow Shiny friends! I’m back again to share another story about how my day went. So, this morning, I woke up early because I wanted to prepare everything I needed for school. I fixed my bag, organized my notebooks, and made sure my uniform looked neat. After getting ready, I quickly ate breakfast, tied my hair, and left the house to go to school. When I arrived at school, everyone was already getting ready for the flag ceremony. Honestly, I didn’t feel like attending because I was still sleepy and a bit lazy, so I decided to hide inside the classroom, haha! While waiting for the ceremony to end, I just sat quietly, scrolling through my phone and listening to some music to wake myself up a little. After a few minutes, the ceremony ended, and my classmates started coming back to the room. We waited for our teacher to arrive, but as time passed, no one came. We didn’t really know what happened or why the teacher didn’t show up, so we just entertained ourselves. Som...
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